Uhhmm😭. Something I’ve noticed over the years with my Master; when he whips me with a lot of force and really marks me up, he sleeps like a baby. My mind goes crazy wondering why he can sleep so well and I’m in pain. It wears me out putting so much into focusing on him. Aloe Vera gel that Blackie rubs on me helps to sooth my beaten skin. Most of the time it’s Blackie giving me the aftercare I need to come down from the discipline. When our Master gives me aftercare, I cry so much and I can’t stop.He lets me get it all out so I can sleep. These feelings are so incredibly strong I feel likeI’m going to burst.🔥😭🎁😊